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songs of love. songs of death.

by Gross Mannequin

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1.
Seventeen 03:35
It was a long, hot summer Guitarist and a drummer The year I turned seventeen. Guess we were trying to make a statement Rockin' the church basement Bleached-blonde hair and ripper JNCO jeans. We new it couldn't be long Before we wrote a hit song Finger numb trying to figure it out. Three chords and a back beat A blown-out thrift shop Peavey And two kids too dumb to have doubts. We were alive And we were free. The future wide As our dreams. We would arrive On the scene. "You'll never get a job dressed like that." Man, we don't even care. Late nights at the Cradle Whenever we were able Smell of sweat and smoke filled the air. Knowing that some night Be us caught in the spotlight Looking down on the world from up there. We were alive And we were free. The future wide As our dreams. We would arrive On the scene. "You'll never get a job dressed like that." Man, we don't even care. And we would drive Those empty streets 1979 on repeat All through the night Nowhere to be With that hot Carolina wind Blowing through our hair. "We'll make it big someday, man," I would swear. "We'll make it big someday, man," I would swear. "We'll make it big someday, man," I swear.
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Do You Ever? 04:50
We watched the clouds pass us by In the early April sky. I closed my eyes and day-dreamed in the sun About the road ahead and the days to come. We took a walk in the woods. We both said more than we should. I walked for miles with my eyes on myself When I finally looked up, I was somebody else. Do you ever wake up in the night, cold and alone? Do you ever wake up in the night, wondering where our dreams have gone? I plunged head-first into the lake. The world came crashing as I sank. I kicked and struggled towards that distant shore. I reached out for a hand that just wasn't with me any more. Do you ever wake up in the night, cold and alone? Do you ever wake up in the night, wondering how we got so far from home? Do you ever wake up? Do you ever wake up? Do you ever wake up? Do you ever?
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I will play you a song, But you've got to sing along. The storm is raging outside, But these chords will build a place for us to hide. I may play out of time And my words may strangely rhyme. I may sing out of tune, But that's ok, it's just for me and you. And all night long, I will play you sad-eyed love songs. All night long. All night long. I will tell you my dreams, If you can tell me what they mean. And you can tell me your fears, We'll cast them out 'cuz there's no use for them here. Lift up your hands in the night As we dance in the fire light. Lift up your voice to the dark And sing. And sing. And all night long, We will sing our sad-eyed love songs. And all night long, We will sing our sad-eyed love songs. All night long, We will sing our sad-eyed love songs. All night long. All night long.
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Salome 02:17
Salome, where did you go? You let us all down, you know. You let us all down so low. So you say, it had to be done. You had to have your fun At the expense of everyone. Salome, where did you go? You let us all down, you know. You let us all down so low. I'm sure someday we'll meet again. Try to forgive me then And I'll forgive you. And life's too short to let it slip away. Don't let it pass you by. And life's too long to fill it up with hate, So lay down your silver plate. Salome, where did you go? You let us all down, you know. You let us all down.
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Take these cares and fears I don't need them now, you're here. I have found a peace in your arms. You're everything I feel. You're everything that's real. I just want to be where you are. I want to listen to you breathe as I slowly fall to sleep. I want to feel your heat in the dark.
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You 03:19
I don't mind spending all my time thinking of new rhymes to sing to you. Oh, I'm okay spending every day thinking of new ways to say that I love you. Just wanna sit here in the sun and have a little fun. We'll listen to the trees swaying in the breeze. Oh, I'm alright spending every night dancing in the light that shines from you. They may sound strange, these words I say, but all the dark clouds melt away in you. Just wanna lie here in the shade and sip your lemonade. Run your fingers through my hair, cuz we ain't got no cares. No no no. Rockets over Washington on the fourth of July. The smoke in the woods. That light in your eyes. Your laugh in the dark and the touch of your hand and I knew That all these roads I had travelled led to you. Here comes my sunshine Oh, here comes my sunshine Here comes my sunshine Run your fingers through my hair Cuz, darling, we ain't got no cares.
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Mostly Good 03:00
Went to the park, radio in hand A longing in my heart, a ring and a plan. Lying in the grass, a song began to play The first I ever wrote for you, it was a good day. It was a good day It was a good day I guess it's a good thing I like to use my hands This little, yellow house has so many demands. Late nights hanging cabinets, painting the walls Taking breaks for making out and dancing in the halls. It was a good day It was a good day Brown-eyed baby girl so little in my hands You smile just like your mother and I'll do the best I can To love you and to guide you, catch you when you fall Now at night there's three of us dancing in the hall. It was a good day It was a good day Oh, I know some days the rain can fall so hard. Yeah, I know some days just living can break our hearts, But mostly they're good days Yeah, mostly they're good.
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We sat and spoke about our regrets As we smoked our Chinese cigarettes And listened to those distant jets Pass us in the sky of blue And you Told me that you'd lost your faith Or at the very least, you had lost your way And I struggled to find the words to say Or look you in the eye So I Promised you that you'd be fine You would find your path and I'd find mine, But we both knew that was just a line To fill the empty space. Well, if there is a God above, I am sure He's kind and full of love And wondering at the mess we've made Out of everything that He's given us But If it turns out they are right And there's nothing past that veil of night, No choir of angels and no bright light To greet us on the other side I'd Rather just as soon not know I'm heading down a dead-end road Oh without that certainty, there's hope And maybe that's enough And so, Strike up the band, play the songs of old The sea of crystal, the streets of gold Repeat the stories that I've been told Since I was just a little child. It will be alright Tell me it will be alright Cuz He's won the fight Everything will be alright. It will be alright I promise it will be alright Just close your eyes tonight, Everything will be alright.
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Martha tells me that we all end up the same Whether you're the pauper or the king. She's right, I know, But even so I long to be Remembered as the one To make you sing. Well, I've been told the East Coast is the Beast Coast, whatever that means. All I know is it's the only place for me. It's where I met you and it's where we dreamed all our dreams And there's no place that I would rather be. And Martha tells me that we all end up the same Here but for a moment, then we're gone. It goes so fast and once it's past, there's no return And all that's left of the Singer are the songs. Heading down the freeway with the blue lights overhead. You're at my side and the windows open wide. There's a thousand places out there that I'd still love to see But tonight, there's nowhere else I'd rather be. Still Martha tells me that we all end up the same Whether you're the pauper or the king. She's right, I know, But even so I long to be Remembered as the one To make you sing Louder and deeper than the sea, Brighter than the stars. You and me may not be perfect but I see The beauty in our scars.
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Oh, I saw Saint Paul He came to me in a dream. He wasn't quite as tall As I thought that he would be. He showed me the path to God, But I must've gotten lost Who could imagine that righteousness Would come at such a cost? And I saw Saint Peter Walking 'cross the sea. He started sinking beneath the waves When his eyes fell upon me. He reached out his hand to save But I just looked away. If God helps those who help themselves, Then who am I to get in His way? And sometimes I wonder, "Is this my life? Is this everything I am?" I saw Saint John Singing songs of love. Singing songs of holiness Singing songs about the Blood. Sonnets of truth and light And the Golden Rule. But the tune wasn't quite the same As what I'd learned in Sunday School. And I saw Saint Jude Looked into his eyes of blue. He told me there are no lost causes And I want that to be true. But still I can't help but wonder When it's my time to leave, Will the devil and the Archangel Still be fighting over me? And sometimes I wonder, "Is this my life? Is this everything I am?" And sometimes I wonder, "Is this my life? Is this everything I'm ever gonna be?"
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13.
Highlands 03:22
Bury me in the highlands when my time has come. Bury me in the highlands for that's always been my home. In the shadow of those ancient cliffs As the evening fog rolls in A song will rise up from those lonesome pines As holy and as pure as any hymn. Bury me in the highlands once I've thrown off this mortal coil. Bury me in the highlands to become one with my native soil. To sleep forever 'neath those cypress boughs Where the four winds call my name With a headstone of forget-me-nots Keeping watch til nothing else remains. Bury me in the highlands when I'm finally laid to rest. Bury me in the highlands for that's the place that loved me best.

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An album about life and love and death and joy.

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released October 31, 2021

all song written, recorded, mixed by Gross Mannequin.
Snyder provided drums and/or beats on Seventeen, Pablo Escobar Sings the Blues, Sad-Eyed Love Songs, Salome and Mostly Good.

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Eclectic rock and roll with thoughtful lyrics and a few plot twists along the way.

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